Finally, my brothers and sisters, rejoice in the Lord! To write this again is no trouble to me, and it is a safeguard for you. – Philippians 3:1
Originally, I wanted to discuss what I found to be beneficial to my situation with my job, as well as the aspects of the youth group that I felt were not leading me toward that choice. However, after reading an explanation of Philippians 3:1-11, I felt affirmed with what I was understanding to be the God-honoring choice here.
Yes, keeping my job would make it more difficult to fully commit to being a youth leader, however certain circumstances have led me to understand that I also have a place at the company I work for. I have a responsibility to where God has placed me. At this point in my life, I have a desire to find my "next step" and somehow that step seems to keep moving further each time I approach it. Or so I think. Though this desire is to move forward in my life, I feel as though I am taking laps. What this breakdown of Phil. 3 has began to affirm is that I need to allow God to work through me in both areas of my life. Paul's example shows that we must be content in our situation, in order to further the Gospel. We must show humility toward others in order to allow God to work through us.
The Bible is full of descriptive examples of discipline so that we, as Christians, can live a life for the Lord, and not for ourselves. What I have learned is that we should not let our own desires prevent us from following God's will. We cannot let our own impatience limit what God needs to do. Being content in everything, and being humble in moving toward the things you want the most is the only way to allow yourself to be in the presence of the Lord.